there isn't a title in the world that could express my grief
I made the apropos calls expressing my condolences to my Father, God Father, Grandfather and Great Grandmother. I idolize my Father and God Father; I think the world of them. My Grandfather not so much but I was overcome by compassion for him. This is a truly terrible time for him but I felt worse for Great Grandma.
She�s a pillar of faith and strength. I called to express my condolences but she was concerned about my loss and me. She was happy that her daughter�s suffering had ended and that she was in Heaven. She did say she was jealous that Grandma was in heaven and she isn�t. She also said she never thought she�d have to bury her little girl. I hadn�t thought of that. It broke my heart.
She�s in a better place now. I�ll write more when I get back.