inside out

Today I had this experience while I was cooking dinner that I was outside of my body looking at me cooking dinner. No, I did not see my reflection in the wok and get spooked again. I really felt like I was outside looking in.

Sometimes I see myself in the mirror and get this eerie feeling when I realize that it�s me I�m looking at. It�s not because I�m ugly or something it�s just unnerving. Oh, boy. I am crazy.

I also have this zit growing on my face and it really hurts. I�ve napalmed it several times and it has started to diminish but I�m sure it will be a while until I clear up.