be like the phoenix
It was so tired of my job that when my boss informed us that we would be going to a teacher�s conference in Massachusetts I balked and said, �not no, but hell no� and when I found out I had to pay eighty-five dollars for it I had a hard time keeping, �Fuck you and the horse you rode in on!� firmly between my teeth. My contract states that the fees are paid for me by the school � I�ll not pay that kind of money to go on a trip I don�t want to. That was the signal that my day was bad but it was more the doppleganger that stalks me; not anything tangible. It�s a demon I don�t like to wrestle and I�ll move heaven and earth to avoid that confrontation.
inkdragon reminds me less of a dragon and more a phoenix. Each day we�re reborn to face new challenges, stronger from the ones we�ve already me but unfettered by them and able to move on with life � only if we want to. Today I do.
Today I�d like to sit on the couch with Joanna and watch eighties brat-pack movies all day and do a whole bunch of nothing. I have to work. I have to be like the phoenix.